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Madison Holleran's friends share their unfiltered life stories Five of Madison I look good for my age friends remove the filter -- literally and metaphorically -- from their social media accounts to disclose their true feelings during the shared moments in their lives. She had spent the previous night watching the movie The Parent Trap with her good friend Ingrid Hung.

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Madison went to class. She took a test.

She told a few friends she would meet them later that night at the dining hall. She went to the Penn bookstore and bought gifts for her family.

While she was there, her dad called. But she had no intention of finding one.

In fact, she was, at that exact moment, buying the items she would leave for her family at the top of a parking garage. Godiva chocolates for her dad. Two necklaces for her mom.

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Outfits for her nephew, Hayes, who had been born two weeks earlier. The Happiness Project for Ingrid, with a note scribbled inside. And a gkod of herself as a young kid, holding a tennis racket.

Over winter break she had told her dad that she was borrowing that picture, that she needed it for something. Then, on the evening of Jan. The Instagram account of Madison Holleran seemed to show a successful and happy college freshman. But behind the scenes, the University of Pennsylvania track athlete was struggling with her mental health.

Sometimes she took a picture of the words, spotted in a magazine, and posted the image on social media. Other times she wrote down the quote -- in I look good for my age script, to be framed -- so she could revisit the sentiment anytime she wanted.

She loved to draw, write in her journal and read. She enjoyed long runs, singing in the car, sushi, and bananas with peanut butter.

She also loved her big New Jersey family. She was especially close with her dad, whom she called "Big Jimbo. He came to her soccer games and track meets, always wrapping her in a hug afterward.

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He believed she could do anything. Family and friends used to joke that whenever they opened the Bergen Recordthey Mature women Columbus a picture of Madison, another athletic feat captured in print: Then Madison left for college. She had decided to run track at Penn, only two hours from home, but it felt like a foreign land to her.

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Everything seemed to change. Running had once made her feel alive, but at Penn she couldn't breathe. Her friends had once made everything better; now they just couldn't understand.

In the days after she died, I look good for my age people who knew her best converged on Allendale, New Jersey, her hometown; siblings one brother, three sistersparents Jim and Stacyhigh school friends, college classmates -- all offered their shattered piece to see whether they could rebuild Madison.

It was as if they hoped she might be breathed back to life. As if they might then do and say the things they hadn't known she needed. Madison was beautiful, talented, successful -- very nearly the epitome of what every young girl is supposed to hope she becomes. But she was also a perfectionist who struggled when she performed poorly. She was a deep thinker, someone who was aware of the image she presented to the world, and someone who often struggled with what that image conveyed about her, with how people superficially read who she was, what her life was like.

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Of course she enjoyed running. Her mom remembers looking at a photo on her feed and saying, "Madison, you look like you're so happy at this party.

Everyone presents an edited version of life on social media. Goov share moments that reflect an ideal life, an ideal self. Hundreds of years ago, we sent letters by horseback, containing only what we wanted the recipient to read. Goo years ago, we spoke via Live sex Thousand Oaks telephone, I look good for my age only the details that constructed the self we wanted reflected. With Instagram, one thing has changed: Young women growing up on Instagram I look good for my age spending a significant chunk of each day absorbing others' filtered images while they walk through their own realities, unfiltered.

In a recent survey conducted by the Girl Scouts, nearly 74 percent of girls agreed I look good for my age other girls tried to make themselves look "cooler than they are" on social networking sites.

No image captures the paradoxes of Madison's Instagram account more than the one she posted just an hour before jumping off the liok garage. Holiday lights are twinkling in the trees of Rittenhouse Square, and Madison put a filter on the image that produced an ethereal quality, almost as if the night is underwater.

She seemed acutely aware that the life she was curating online was distinctly different dor the one she was actually living.

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Yet she could not apply that same logic when she looked at the projected lives of others. Before going home for winter break, she asked Ingrid, who was also struggling at I look good for my age, "What are you going to say when you go home to all your friends? I feel like all my friends are having so much fun at school. She and Ashley Montgomery, a friend and track I look good for my age, followed a group of Penn upperclassmen on Instagram. They would scroll through pictures and say to each other, "This is what college is supposed to be like; this is what we want our life to be like.

Madison's high school friends had told her they were also struggling. Emma Sullivan was running track at Boston College and having a hard time. Another friend, Jackie Reyneke, was playing basketball at Princeton and feeling overwhelmed.

They had all shared some form of their struggles with Madison, yet in her mind, the lives her friends were projecting on social media trumped the reality they were privately sharing.

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People are also often encouraged to put filters on their sadness, to brighten their reality so as not to "drag down" those around them. The myth still exists that happiness is a choice, which perpetuates the notion of depression as weakness.

The first time Jim Holleran realized his daughter was struggling was when she refused to come with I look good for my age to the US Open, an annual tradition.

Love you with all my heart Ae. Every summer they attended the U. Open, the last of the tennis grand slams. Madison loved watching the best female players, occasionally wondering aloud whether she could have played tennis at the highest level.

The first inkling he had that his daughter wasn't doing well at Penn was when she refused to come with him to Flushing Meadows, site of the U. Open, just after the start of I look good for my age freshman year. She said she was too swamped with schoolwork and practice. He offered to drive down to Philly from Allendale, a four-hour round trip, just so Wife want sex Bloomdale could get a break from what he sensed had become a high-pressure environment.

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Jim and Stacy thought Madison must be going through something similar. A change of scenery was what she needed. An easy fix like that and Madison would continue her upward trajectory.

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Everyone now agrees that Madison was depressed, though she had never previously exhibited symptoms. Depression exists on Jim's side of the family. Something had changed with her brain chemistry. She was not seeing the world in the same way she had before. She fir lost weight too, had become so thin as to appear sick. The day before Madison returned to Penn for spring semester, she had a session with her therapist that Jim also attended. She admitted to having suicidal thoughts.